Dear Tom

author: Becky
category: Love / Hate Letter

It began to good to be true all the sleepless nights I had about you. You were perfect in everyway, I thought about you everyday, but there were a lot of things I just couldn't say... How did I know I was going to be the only fool? I fell for you and your luuuurv tool! we had our good times together, which will remain in my head forever. I thank you for being by my side when my parents and I didn't see eye to eye. Where did it all go wrong? Was it one big ride? I still want you by my side even though my love for you has died. You hurt me good and proper, got quite ill I had to see a doctor. So many questions I need to ask but like you say "we're in the past" Endless nights I cried myself to sleep,thinking of you I just couldn't eat. Was determined I'd get you back...what was I thinking?! you sure didn't want that! so quickly you moved on, like I meant nothing am I wrong??!!! now I think fuck all about you, your a selfish twat and I wish never laid eyes on you. respected you in everyway,but then came Sunday...a day which I had no say. you finished with me on the net. from that point I wish we never met. how shallow were you? couldn't even tell me to my face we were through! HOW COULD YOU?! the teddy you gave me was hard to give up! but couldn't keep it as it reminded me of you too much. I was hoping we would keep in touch, but I knew you wouldn't want that much. adrenalin was pumping and I was ready to do some punching! you made me so mad...you promised me you weren't like other lads! it was raining hard,took one last look at the birthday card. "love you always" it said..bollocks! I saw red! I was outside your house imagining you were in bed. I was hoping you felt a prick but then again I was hoping you were taking the Mick. I was hoping you would take me back, hold me tight and tell me to stay the night...but in stead your cold heart gave me a fright. you answered your door...instead of looking at me you looked to the floor. my hair a mess, rain running down my cheeks, I said to myself."your futures looking bleak...you definitely aren't looking neat!" I expected an apology, a tear from you or something...but there was nothing. just a look of devastation. where did this new side of you come from??? I should of known,.... I was only a bit of fun. the slam of your door made me poor out even more....I hoped you were crying too, feel the pain I'm going thru will you!! saw a chance to get with your mate, and I thought wow this is fucking great!best grab it before its too late! play it cool and tom will realize he's the fool. we both wanted each other badly, he always made me feel so randy.all he wanted was a quick fuck and a suck.... great..JUST MY LUCK!! my luck turned when I honestly did fall for Jon. he's completely opposite to you..his feelings are so true and he's not just after a screw! he occasionally winked at me, which set my heart free. from that point I knew me and him were meant to be. I was the one who told him how I felt, these feelings were to strong to defeat.] we couldn't wait any longer..we had to meet!! I longed for his touch, I thought about him so much... he's so gentle and nice I wish he would touch me in a way that felt so right. was going to meet one night, but didn't because he said it wasn't right. few months went by, no texts or phone calls..I felt I had to cry. but to my disbelief belief...he said he wants to meet! wow I was in for a treat! so just to let you know, I am no hoe. carry on calling me names,you really are SO lame.oh & by the way, I still got the picture frame! so now your life is with Emma, remember to treat her better. don't call me names as I am not the only one to blame in your stupidity game. thinking of you now makes me sick you really are the biggest PRICK. who do you think you are?! some kind of super star!? so I blame you for making me act so mad...your the one bf I wish I never had. I never want to see you again,you've made me realize its not worth being friends.... you drive me round the bend! what did I ever see in you? I thought your love was true,should of realized you only wanted a screw!!!

so goodbye Tom...I'm sure you can guess who from.