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It hurts inside to know what I know
Author: Lindsay Apke
Category: Love and Pain
It hurts inside to know what I know.
I keep wishing and telling myself it isn't so.
Sometimes it makes me just want to cry,
And I can't stop no matter how hard I try.
Loving you is the best thing I've ever done.
It's been crazy, flirty, and fun.
But despite how glad I ever feel,
It's starting to feel to real.
The feeling I feel is pain.
And you know what they say...no pain no gain.
But what am I to gain from this?
A friend, a foe, or even a kiss?
I'm falling for you every time I see your face.
And wherever you go, we'll go at your pace.
I feel like I'm floating on air.
But what you've done is starting to tear.
It's starting to tear up my heart
I'd run away now if I was smart.
I'd run because you love her instead.
And now she's the one in your head.
Will you ever like me that way?
I cannot say.
But just remember when you look in my eyes,
When I'm smiling it's just a diguise.
This love is like a rollercoaster ride.
But I don't care as long as I have you by my side.
Every time I see you, it's like I'm falling up.
But it's like you pour more pain into my cup.
Loving you is painful.
Loving you is beautiful.
Loving you is tearing me apart.
Loving you is filling up my heart.
You tell me I'm just crushing.
But a crush wouldn't start the blood gushing.
Yes, this love is making me hate myself even more.
But you are what I've been looking for.
You make me want to hurt somebody.
But I could never do that to just anybody.
This person has to be very close to me...
Someone that is always with me.
I found out who that person should be...
That person is me.
Yes. I do hurt myself, but I have my reasons.
It's not just on Fridays or in certain seasons.
It's anytime I think of you loving her.
It makes me cut deeper.
So love me or just let me go.
Because It hurts inside to know what I know.
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